It amazes me that I just watched The Secret, the movie (and book) that makes people happy and ready to have a positive outlook on life, yet it just depresses me. I understand the law of attraction. However with things I want I dont have the emotion to make the thought strong enough to become tangiable. Its really hard deciding if you really want to be with someon forever and applying the law of attraction when you arent sure its what you really want. When you know you want to want it and it just upsets you to realize you probably dont want it. Im not making any sense just ignore me. Im just being a pessimist again. le sigh, I'll try and change but theres only so much I can do.